I'm only 20 years old, about to be 21 on the 19th, and I'm in college. I'm finishing my associates degree in the fall and starting my Bachelors degree in the spring. I want to go into work as a correctional officer and then on to greater places in law enforcement.
I'm in a relationship now and living at home still. I want to move out within a year or soon and then after that get married.... AND THEN HAVE A BABY!
I guess the main idea in this blog is I WANT A BABY AND I WANT IT NOW... but then i think on what I want in life and i understand that it just doesn't fit in the plan right now. If nothing else goes as planned I at least want to be living outside of my parent's house and married to the man I'm pregnant by before I have a baby...
To me it's one of those things I want but i just cant do it yet because I know the time isn't right. But i don't want to be run down from other people's kids by the time I have my own.
Is it normal to be so anxious for a child?
Am I pushing for goals that are too taxing?
Do you feel where I'm coming from?
I'm in a relationship now and living at home still. I want to move out within a year or soon and then after that get married.... AND THEN HAVE A BABY!
I guess the main idea in this blog is I WANT A BABY AND I WANT IT NOW... but then i think on what I want in life and i understand that it just doesn't fit in the plan right now. If nothing else goes as planned I at least want to be living outside of my parent's house and married to the man I'm pregnant by before I have a baby...
To me it's one of those things I want but i just cant do it yet because I know the time isn't right. But i don't want to be run down from other people's kids by the time I have my own.
Is it normal to be so anxious for a child?
Am I pushing for goals that are too taxing?
Do you feel where I'm coming from?
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